ATDT put up a very nice thread about me and being a nice polite person,I thought I would pop over and say thank you,but guess what?I'm banned ,I'm sure it's a mistake. So if any of you wish to say something that I can respond too,please feel free to post on here. I'm sorry I made a certain little person(very little,but a legend in it's own mind)change their avatar,I really didn't mean anything by what I said,I just find it odd that a woman would use the avatar of a man and visa versa.
One thing I would like to point out is,I'm not an incel,I love women especially Lesbians. So les be friends and come over for a chat.
Man likes a bad woman, this has no border, totally the same when it is a Japanese man, or American, or Brits.
Men prefer a bad woman
I was much surprised when some Japanese singer, who's much popular and considered to be most handsome, Masaharu Fukuyama, was telling that a woman he wants to be his girlfriend is a woman who's only sweet to him, while being not nice to the other people.
What?
Why comes to that weird preference, I didn't understand at all but later I could.
Because man is born stupid, simple creature like paramecium.
super unpopular among women
ER is disliked by almost every woman and it is her own coming.
ER is liked by almost every man on the other hand.
This is a very woman that Fukuyama was talking about.
And what is funny is that the men who love ER seem to never care about her unpopular singularity she has with women.
Just like Fukuyama told.
Men are not a real problem to me
The men who attack me are no problem because men are simple creatures.
Real problem is a bad woman who's born manipulative, who lets them attack me without being known.
Who keeps pretending "I did nothing wrong" "I never asked" "I am a sorry victim".
Power obsession
I strongly suggested JOC to have a negotiation with Disqus team, by e-mail, then few days later he announced that he leaves Disqus together with ER out of the blue.
I had no idea, because he seemed to consider my suggestion in the mail.
Later I assumed what happened in reality.
I think, she was not happy with a man under her control to listen to some other woman like me.
That can not happen in the world she dominates.
Then she just destroyed the plan.
That's the best answer to me, "I will not let my man move at your direction, not even his finger".
She messed it up
What was needed is to get PRB back, more than anything else and I suggested very detailed plans to get it back, to JOC.
She didn't like it, most likely.
What matters to her is power and dominance, those are the things always she has to maintain and I was considered to be a challenge or interference to her power, who's trying to take her dominance away.
Anyway, I hate JOC and he's not an admirable man but I don't think he's someone truly evil.
Because he's not smart to be truly evil, rather born stupid and simple like all the other men would be.
Real problem was the woman who got him under her control, definitely.
Because JOC is just a fool, even average as an American man.
"I did nothing wrong?"
She says all the bad things are what JOC did, she's nothing to do with them but there's no reason that I buy it.
Likewise I think all the unreasonable treatment I got was lot to do with her.
She banned me from her Blogger page where I never been, why is that?
I've never done anything hostile to her by then.
She may say "it's what JOC did, nothing to do with me".
I don't buy it "rebellious girl", you are the one who was taking leash like you are doing now with all the men around you.
And she was enjoying ill speaking of me with her henchmen, after I was banned from all the JOC related channels.
Including British jerk Paul who said "she was a troublemaker" about me.
Being deleted all my comments on Fluxus and banned from all of JOC channels are, the troubles I made solely by my own, that's how Paul sees it.
Anyway, Brits are born opportunist, I know.
It's very easy to guess that ER told Paul something like "JOC beat me.." or "JOC threw things on me.." or "JOC yelled at me...".
Most likely something like that.
Then a simple Paul made a blog, in interpreting her words optimistic as if told that his turn has come. "Waiting in the line of green and blue, just to be the next to be with you".
What a fool, but not my concern ahahaha.
Can we have a thread without any fights? Is it possible? Post whatever music you like. If you can say why you posted it. I’m going to start this thread with the theme of music from soundtracks. I’ll start with Garden State. Do you know what this is?
“In The Waiting Line” by Zero 7
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tZlu4wP4pw From Party Girl, “Believe in Me" by Chantay Savage https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=defUE7CFMgc
From Hideous Kinky “On The Road Again” by Canned Heat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qRKNw477onU
So Lydia who I have never spoken too as far I know,has pre-banned me from her blog. I tried to post a comment because she called me a cockwomble and I just wanted to know what it meant,so Lydia maybe if you don't want to post on my blog you could get one of your gang to let me know what it means,I'm sure it's something nice.
Here's a picture of my cock,I'm sure you want to see it.
I've been very busy today,so I'd like to say thank you to my great mod team,Toastman and ER for running the show,I'm very lucky to have them.
I found out that this is not a channel, so only authority ER maintains is over commentary, not about articles.
She can delete an article of someone else like I can.
But when she did, I'm going to pay back in deleteing hers.
Paul is a coward opportunist Brit who's running away from giving a decent answer to me.
He's a, little dull in his brain function when it comes to ER, I don't know why, because her number is really obvious to me, very childish way to flirt with a man, so as Jake, he believes anything she says but it's not my concern.
I can do the same, but I don't because I'm not a corrupt woman.
When they get a decent woman for each, the women who take care of each of them will tell them, so not to get close to a woman like ER.
Unless then, they are supposed to be a useful pawn of her, but it's not my problem because neither Paul nor Jake is my man.
I don't care what is going to happen to them.
Oh I forgot GAF, anyway, he's a most hard working man, in return of nothing he's just focusing on helping ER by trolling me, very much hard working.
But it's not my concern.
If I will leave for being disgusted of the action of GAF?
Sorry not happen, so there will be no occasion that you can be pat on your head by ER.
To begin with, ER is telling only she's being harassed, she's a most sorry victim of "unreasonable trolling", who believes it?
Unfortunately, there are sorry men who buy whatever she says.
And no one cares the harassing activity I am getting, anyway, because I'm not running amok for it.
I used to, but not anymore.
I just go back to what I'm doing on PRB and just blogging quietly what I need to tell, no easy chat is necessary, I have to talk to the people who can listen.
It's not fair while I believed Paul telling this blog is nothing to do with ER and JOC.
ER CAN'T mod me when she has not set it off over her abuse on me.
I came from an island in Asia where no English is usually spoken, I have a peaceful agenda and purpose, and so to make my contribution to be a feature at least for some, I use a foreign language no matter how many times laughed at, no matter trolled, I can not back off for such things as when I do, all the other Asian fellow people who will come after me would be harmed for what I compromised.
I ever had no bad feeling over ER unless JOC deleted all my comments on Fluxus and banned me from all his channels and when she did nothing and when I noticed that SHE banned me from her Blogger page where I've never posted on, when she was calling name on me together with her henchmen.
I thought I need to have a serious talk with her and months ago asking her to come down to my Tumblr so to have a talk, I used mentioning tag for twice and no response ever came from her.
ER was trying to mod here before she got to be a mod, she told me "be nice" or asking Paul to get me removed.
She's totally offending me here like she told she "blocked" me and later made a response to me.
I have no reason to be directed by that despicable woman, after all her ugly nature is known.
She has not set off her shameful demeanor over me and why can she mod me, no way.
I have no problem with her being around but not modding me, she's the last person who should have authority because she can't help abusing power.
Toastman has become a Mod on Covert Paul,my First appointment and being a fair person anyone can become a mod on Covert Paul for a large fee.I may be willing to forgo a fee if you have a hot sister or Mom.
It's been a strange day after 100 F the other day,it's now rained for almost 24 hours.
ER has deleted her account,don't know why but I hope she comes back,I know the ER fan club will really miss her.
Well done to the connections of Ocasio Cortez,a nice little winner for me in the 2.15 at Chester.
Matti has been the on prowl causing mischief again,poor little Matti so full of hate,I do feel sorry for people like that,even if they can cause problems,so do your best to stop peoples enjoyment,if that's all you live for.
So that's about it for the time being,over and out.
I sang my favorite songs for Stan, he came back and somehow cast a curse on me.
I did my best for the channel when JOC appointed me a mod of Fluxus, then he somehow got mad at me and sworn at me and deleted all my comments and banned me from all of his channels.
I sent a farewell video to ER's first departure, she banned me from her Blogger page where I never posted on, calling name on me together with her henchmen.
I answered a favor of CU, who asked me to post an OP, when I did it, she banned me in return.
Anyway, western world is messy and especially Americans are never grateful, no common sense can do.
So I will stop cooperating with them, quit giving them anything good because I don't know why, somehow a good will always draws out animosity when it comes to Americans.
It's very funny seeing westerners mulling over who I am.
Let me tell you, you make a lie, you pretend to be someone you are not, that's why you think I would do the same.
Thing is, not everyone in the world is corrupt like you.
I don't make a lie because it makes things cumbersome, it costs much more than not making a lie.
And my parents taught me not to make a lie, unlike your parents did the otherwise.
I joined English forum since April 2013, since then, learned English mostly from Chinese people.
The person I ever chatted with most many times is, this person.
He's a Chinese American, long living in the US, seems to teach English sometimes, in somewhere east Asia.
Anyway, I learned many usages mostly from him.
I interpret English sometimes, not interpret sometimes, it depends.
When someone western I'm dealing with is wicked, there may be few occasions that I can interpret the English he/she speaks.
Vice versa.
This is the only privilege given me, it depends on your attitude if I understand your English or not.
You can do the same when you learned Japanese and come to a Japanese forum, you can or can not interpret what we say as you see fit.
Before Meiji era, unless Edo era, there was a legal system called "Adauchi" in Japan.
Written like 仇討ち, read like Adauchi.
It's an overt system to accomplish a vengeance and only someone's family can do that.
When someone was killed by someone else, his family could make a submission to authorities and when they could get a permission, the bereaved family could kill the assailant legally.
So the assailant, who knew that the permission was granted, was going to run, hide, so not to be found.
The family follows, over and over and when they find him, they show out the permission paper, introduce themselves to tell the assailant who they are, and why they need to do adauchi, and then try to kill him.
That's the strict manner for it, should not just assault him and kill him.
The bereaved family was allowed to attack the assailant all by themselves, like multiple members of the family, and the assailant was allowed to fight back, by his own, but no one should help any side of people when the showdown happens.
Sometimes the family failed, sometimes succeeded.
It's not so long ago, only 140 years ago still there was such system.
So Paul's blog seems to be a big success, except for the annoying warning that required me of one more click.
It's too hot and humid in here as well but we use air condition all through the summer otherwise we may die.
Really.
By each year certain number of people die for heat in Japan.
I heard that in France, people often have no air condition to cool the room because France is cold.
Maybe in Britain as well, I don't know.
Humidity is a common issue in Asia and we are rather less bad in this criteria, like south east Asia is more humid, some girl I used to know went to Bankok or somewhere and she said she just passed out for the heat and humidity when she arrived at the airport.
Korea is said to be colder, its winter seems to be harsh.
They have a special system for warming, called Ondor, I don't know how to spell.
I ever watched some British TV drama where a main character always wears a duffle coat.
All season.
Forgot the name.
That's not possible in Japan and we need really many features to get on each season, from what we wear to what makes us not die.
I honestly don't like the weather of my country and I don't need seasonal changes, anyway, people live with it and enjoy.
So today in London it was around 100 F. I had some plans to do a few things,but in the end I just sat in doors most of the day,apart from taking the dogs out for a short walk,too hot to go up the park.
I live near London's biggest open air swimming pool Tooting Bec Lido.
Built in 1906,the same year my Grandfather was born.The other day I went past there and the queue was massive for people waiting to get in,I can only guess what it was like today.
I did manage to cut my finger opening a tin of corned beef for the dogs and then I decided to cook dinner and I couldn't decide what to have,so on the hottest day of the year I decided to have roast beef and roast potato's,which I enjoyed but it meant having the oven on for a couple of hours,is that mad or what?
The weather should cool down a bit tomorrow about 27 C,but we're expecting thunderstorms,the humidity was really bad today as well.
The disqus channel system seems really quiet again and as I flicked through some channels,I'm still noticing people having problems with disqus,as I'm still having on and off.
So that was my exciting day,tomorrow I better do some shopping.
GAF is a nice person who hates women very much.
His brain size is as much as paramecium but it doesn't matter.
It's his mom who wronged him much and made him a real good misogynist.
I can't help dropping tears in seeing his childhood photo.
I have some hunch, if he ever had no experience with woman...anyway, it's not his fault but from what I learned through those sorry Japanese men, he has the same tune or atmosphere they have.
2 dimensional wife
Believe it or not, there are many 30 or 40 cherry boys in nowadays Japan and I actually know at least 2 guys in their mid 40s who have no experience with a woman for sure, not even for once.
It's a long story how we ended up like this, anyway certain of us stopped taking care of men and certain men are with their imaginary wives those 2 dimensional.
Japan is his place to be
Anyway, a man like GAF is not so scarce in Japan and there are ways for a man like GAF to live cheerly.
So I suggest that he better come to Japan and join those of them, no need to hesitate.
CU is a messy person, doesn't even know how to make a text link.
I was surprised that an adult American woman asked me to tell how to do that.
Anyway, she seems to have a serious problem but it's not my business.
A difficult woman who says she doesn't drink
I found out that she has a thing for me most likely.
I don't know her sexuality and not much curious.
But there was something very weird and concluded that she has something for me.
I answered her favor and
She banned me and later at her new channel, insisted that I should post my OP to tell what I think.
She refused to get me in trusted users list unless I post it.
I couldn't post any comment unless I am a trusted user because I lost all my votes and reputation lowest.
I had no much idea but not anything good that she thought about, but answered her favor and posted an OP.
Then what happened is that when I next time posted on her new channel, she somehow got mad and yelled at Paul something making no sense and banned me again.
Nothing makes sense.
Did I disappear?
Later I looked into what she said, found that she was not happy when I was not being around her.
She said I "disappeared" what does that mean?
I was staying here for some days since gloomy Paul opened a blog and it's quite comfortable here for not being threatened of deletion or banning.
This is my first time posting in not worrying about deletion or banning.
Then I came to CU's, then I found I was off from trusted users list that she promised to get me in when I post an OP.
She broke a promise again so I blamed her about it.
Then she got mad, makes no sense.
We call it Tsundere
Anyway, her kind is what we call "ツンデレ(tsundere)" in Japan.
Who can not show his/her emotion straight, be hard on someone who he/she's actually fond of.
CU could have called me back when she needed me, but she didn't, I don't know why.
However, I'm a straight woman.
I do. Back in the "good old days" of Disqus eons ago it was fun to post and meet new people. Now it seems to be a never-ending plethora of ongoing feuds and fights. One of the first places I posted at Disqus was a place called All-len-All and I hung out at Nick's Rec Room. It was fun because I met lots of people with different interests from all over the world. I slowly ventured out into the Disqus world and came across haters and stalkers. This made Disqus suck and it was no longer fun. Recently I deleted my account and planned on never coming back. But I did come back and tried to only post a few places and only to have fun. Over the years on Disqus, I've met people from all over the world and for the most part, it has been good. On the downside the doxing, stalking, and harassment I have faced hasn't been good. At times I have felt physically ill from it. Life is too short to focus on the hate that's out there, and I would rather focus on the good things in life and on Disqus. I came back to Disqus because I missed talking to my Disqus friends and wanted to have fun again on Disqus, although I'm not sure that is possible. Can we set aside the feuds and the hate for a while and get back to having fun? Is it possible or has too much been said and done?
I know people aren't on Disqus all of the time? What do you do for fun? What are your hobbies or joys in life? Most of you know I love gardening and it brings me joy. I'm an amateur permaculturalist and that gives me joy and peace. In the summer I grow dill and parsley for Black Swallowtail caterpillars. Butterflies and bees need all the help they can get to survive and it makes me happy that I can provide a small space for them. I saw my first Black Swallowtail butterfly of the year today and wondered if it started its life in my yard. The dill plants in my garden are filled with hungry caterpillars and I hope they all make it to be beautiful butterflies.
This is a hungry caterpillar in my garden. I could watch them all day. What do you think about the current state of Disqus? What do you do for fun? What makes your life joyous or happy?
Anyway how do you like this decoration of my page?
No worry this is nothing to do with the other pages.
Finally I can post my OP here, really glad.
And I like gossip, like all the other woman do.
My guess is, she dumped a man who's no longer useful to her.
Where he's no longer available to offer "protection" or some authority on Disqus neighborhood.
I don't understand that why Disqus neighborhood means a lot to her, anyway, it is to her.
I don't like a woman who acts arrogant over the powerful man's back up.
I'm a loner, and super minority all the time in anywhere I go on the Engish web.
I'm also a super minority on Chinese forum as well, I just jumped into there 6 years ago all by myself alone.
And I knew I can be recognized to be part of east Asian family.
It was so unfair when she ganged up and persecuted me.
Shutting my mouth and slurring me where I couldn't get in.
I was so upset and frustrated.
But she doesn't know what a shame would be, makes sense.
Anyway, independent woman doesn't always need some man to back her up, I'm not sure if I am an independent woman but I certainly have balls and guts than she has, I go to everywhere, where I have no connection, because, I don't want to be seen like a coward woman who always needs man's protection.
So it's been five days now of problems on disqus,admittedly on and off but twice today,and I haven't been on disqus for long,once this morning and then again now, I've had the Darn,something went wrong sign come on when I've tried to view a page and log in to make a comment when I'm already logged in.
It's not just happening on the channel system but on external sites with disqus as well.
In the past when there has been problems they have normally been sorted out in a few hours.I can't help thinking that something is going on here,like maybe they are getting ready to nuke the channel system,which we all know disqus doesn't want anymore and whatever scheme they have in place is at the moment affecting the whole of the disqus system,of course it could just be that they are incompetent.
So what's been happening in Paul's world.
I've been involved in a long legal battle recently,I won't go into details ,but today I received the news that I had won.It cost me quite a bit of money,but I will end up making a nice profit from the case.
I must admit I'm quite a lazy person these days,semi-retired now,but I've worked hard for 30 years ,so I enjoy my leisure time.
The point of my post is that you have to fight for everything in this world and many times people want to give up,but if you're in the right you just have to keep going and you will be rewarded in the end,there is always an exception to the rule.
We live in a world where big fish eat little fish and sometimes little fish fight back,so you have to be strong and fight your corner,treat nice people with respect and fuck up bad people the best way can,without getting into trouble yourself,if possible.
Always when you enter a fight try and see things from the other person's view and that can help you decide if you're the one in the right,many times I've thought I may have been right,but after looking from their view point,I've changed my mind and walked away from potential trouble,in this case I looked at things from all points of view which is why I knew I was in the right and fought so hard.
So later I'm going to celebrate with A chicken Jalfrezi curry and then do the washing up.
It has come to my attention that some people think that JOS and ER might be involved in the running of this blog and there for this blog will come under attack from certain people who don't like them very much. I have to say I am the only person running this blog and it has nothing to do with anybody else. I would also like to say that I liked JOS and thought he was a cool guy and I also like ER who has always been friendly and a help to me. I don't go looking for trouble and I'm happy to have anyone on my blog(unless they try and stab me in the back). I would like a blog where people can air their grievances and have arguments if they wish to do so,obviously I will draw the line at doxxing and death threats on my blog,feel free to insult me,but just expect to get some back. My final point is this,if my blog is to come under attack because of my association with JOS,which was just for a short time and being a mod on his channel and because I like ER,then so be it,I would rather die fighting,than live like a mouse.
Paul with his doggies,I don't look anything like JOS.
It seems to me and most people on the channel system that every new measure brought in,is designed to cut traffic on the channel system. The biggest one of course is not being able to make new channels,so as channel owners and mods leave, the channel will die a death. They have been very hot recently on removing channels and people,some of them very popular ,another way of cutting down on traffic,some were removed for TOS violations and others because they were dead channels. The question needs to be asked now ,is why don't they just nuke it now and get it over with,or have they set a date to nuke it,once traffic has become so low.I can't see them just letting it die because they are still technically responsible for it and have to deal with the constant complaints. I think disqus's greatest channel owner summed things up perfectly. JOC said in one of his video's that disqus had had enough of all the complaint's,after all this is a free service and if you're not getting paid,why would you want the hassle. The funny thing is the people who feel all high and mighty because they have got rid of channels and people they don't like with their constant complaining have or are in the process of destroying the channel system for themselves,it's a bit like Turkeys voting for Christmas. Whatever happens from here on in,I will always be happy that I never became a snitch and reported any channel or person. I'm only here to have some fun and pass the time,but to some people it seems to be their life and they are the ones who have destroyed it. One person who seems to be constantly attacking people is the cheese woman,I don't know if she is working for disqus to lower traffic or she is just a nasty person who hates seeing people have fun,but I would love to see her face when she switches her computer on one day and there is nothing there ,the whole channel system nuked.
Hello everybody. I'm starting another thread,to talk about whatever you like as the other one is getting full up. I started one for Michiko,but she hasn't turned up. I've been very good lately, I haven't done anything I can be reported for.
But if you want to complain,my sister here will handle all your complaints,she's an expert at handling things. For all those people who have had their votes disappear,I've posted a link on the Michiko thread,which is very interesting,thanks to my Buddy for the link. I work strange hours now and it's coming up to 1am and I haven't eaten for about 20 hours,so much food in the house ,but I can't decide what to eat,but I'm getting this sudden urge for toasted ham,cheese and tomato sandwiches and maybe some Potato and leek soup ,then I better start eating some of the cakes,I have as well. I hate throwing food away,any food I do have left,I will put out for the birds and foxes. The foxes are very good,they keep my dogs fit,as soon as the dogs hear the foxes,they charge up the garden to chase them away. Had a nice day today watching England win the cricket world cup,on TV,didn't watch the whole thing,but saw bits and pieces. So now it's time for something to eat and then after a little bit of time on the computer,before bed. Tomorrow I'll be going up the park with the dogs where I meet my friends and discuss major world issue's like football.
Hello people.
So my blog has only been going for a few days and it's all ready
been reported not by one ,but by several people.
Of course it would be nice if the people that reported it ,would
tell me why,but you can't expect cowards to come out of the woodwork.
You can report me all you like for porn,because blogger allows it,and
you won't find any Hard Core porn on my blog,just soft core,so no
problem there.
I also want to run a free speech blog,to allow people to say what they like.
I won't allow people to be doxxed,however if people have already used their
own name and pictures of themselves on disqus,I see no problem with those
being used.
My first name is really Paul and that's a real picture of me in my avatar.
If someone posts a full name and surname of someone,address or picture of
someone they stole from another site,that wasn't published by the person themselves
on disqus ,then that will be removed.
I already have several ideas about who reported my blog,but I don't really care.
If I I ever get nuked I will be happy that all my time on disqus,I've never been a
snitch and tried to get a channel or account nuked,that's something wankers do.
Thanks to DTX for putting up a whole post about me,it must have taken a lot of
time and effort,I can't be bothered to do the same thing to you,I have a life in the
real world,I did find it very amusing though.
I found out that this is not a channel, so only authority ER maintains is over commentary, not about articles.
I can do the same, but I don't because I'm not a corrupt woman.
It's not fair while I believed Paul telling this blog is nothing to do with ER and JOC.
Americans are ungrateful in general.
It's very funny seeing westerners mulling over who I am.
Before Meiji era, unless Edo era, there was a legal system called "Adauchi" in Japan.
So Paul's blog seems to be a big success, except for the annoying warning that required me of one more click.
It's his mom who wronged him much and made him a real good misogynist.
I have some hunch, if he ever had no experience with woman...anyway, it's not his fault but from what I learned through those sorry Japanese men, he has the same tune or atmosphere they have.
