It's not me who can't settle the score

Since you forgot to remove me from Blogger page, I'm going to say what I have to say.
Paul and everyone here seem to forget for long time that I'm a human being, so I tell you one last time that I'm a human being.

Who doesn't settle the score is not me, but the other posters here.
And you never care whatever they posted Paul.
You've seen all the "attack" meant for me, and it didn't matter to you.
CU as well, who can't settle the score while I did nothing wrong to her, meantime it's her who percecuted me.
And when I say something that makes sense, that bothers you much.
I don't understand.
You were never fair.

You are a dirty man, no decent man makes such obscene comment, and I have no will to get in touch with you any longer.
Because you are a lowbrow dirty man, who doesn't refrain from committing sexual harassment to woman, also an obvious racist who spites a Japanese individual only for being Japanese as below.

What I wanted is only one thing.
I don't want to be modded by ER because she has the past that she acted hostile to me when I did nothing such to her.
Or I wanted her explanation why she was hostile to me.
And when it makes sense, I may have no problem in being modded by her.
Makes sense to you?
It does to me, it perfectly makes sense, a totally reasonable requirement.
In fact I was enjoying staying in here unless she got to be a mod.

Anyway, it's good that you exposed your own nasty nature under the thick British fur, to tell me Brit man is never gentle.
Thanks Paul, you are my good teacher to tell me there's no decent western man in this world.
I learned my lesson well.

No rule

Everyone here seems to believe they can treat me like trash, really appalling.
I'm a human being, not American, not western, not male, no English speaker, those are the reasons that I can be seen like trash.

Some woman has kept treating me like trash since the time I did nothing hostile to her.
And when it's justified, anything can be.

A dirty old Brit who already threatened me of ban, has finally started bubbling obscenity over me, and I never believe a tell tale like a Brit man is a gentle man anymore.
What is more appalling is that no one sees him disturbed.
I will tell his daughter the dirty words he spoke if I get an opportunity to talk with her.
And tell her most likely your dad needs help.

Everyone here believe anyone can bully me, hurt my dignity.
This is really sordid online bullying.
Anyway, I no longer check any reply from the members here.

Google or not Google, Disqus or not Disqus, most likely someone is going to find out jawdropping racist comments posted here, there will be no much long life left for this blog.
Same old same old, nothing is changed since the time of chaos of PRB.
I just do my English practice here, unless the day has come.

Ha's idea is proven to be wrong

Ha's idea is proved to be wrong

Anyway, Disqus channel system, a cancer of Disqus will be gone in a month.
I appreciate the decision of this time, but it's rather too late.
Disqus is an entity very discreet, or delaying to do something new, for almost anything they do.
Channel feature as well, this is at first several channels where some Disqus members are always staying and modding.
They took time unless releasing this feature to every ordinary user.
I witnessed that releasing to everyone was what Daniel Ha is proposing and enforcing.

Matter of authority

Like Ryan man is telling this time, what matters to them most is TOS violation.
And the TOS violation came from the authority they granted to each channel owner.
Any obnoxious post can stay unless Disqus team removes it, while a channel owener sees it fit.
So it's a wrong decision that Ha thought it could work, in granting the authority to every user, any user.

Significant case

A typical case in this abuse of channel owner power was most singular in a most big channel, PRB.
It was a channel that some man who's obsessed with channel ranking was running, where he was always showing off how high his channel takes place in the ranking.
He never cared the negative effect his channel was making, as long as the channel could get the place of the ranking that made him pleased.
So he didn't refrain from collecting and luring more many posters by allowing them to post something obscene or aggressive or racist.
He refused to obey when Disqus team sent a correction order to the channel.
Then Disqus deleted the channel, but the man did not tell the fact to the players so soon, the fact he refused the order then the deletion took place.

It would have been different

I think the result would have been different if, if he took in the order and made sure of TOS in his channel by that time.
Perhaps channel feature would have been still after September.
That's where I think he's very much responsible of the entire channel future than he thinks himself of.
He could have had a plan and means, like asking Disqus to send some Disqus member to be a mod of PRB.
This is a best strategy to keep the channel still, in having the involvement of someone with Disqus team, he can avoid the worst scenario like channel deletion, and every TOS violation can be attributed to the laziness of the mod that Disqus sent.
Anyway, the man was not smart and preferring to insist on maintaining his own authority for the channel.
Hubris is the real enemy, and having someone close to you who doesn't always agree with you, is the best way to beat the hubris that may destroy you or something important to you.

Since then, they took half a year to let us give up on keeping the channel activity still.

Simple man

She's a very friendly woman

A man in love is blind and has no ear to listen to.
It's not my concern but when a gloomy British man insists "she's a friendly woman", to try to make me convinced, I have to let him see the fact that he can't see.

A friendly woman never replied to me

I visited ER's channel before her first departure, for 3 times I think.
There's zero reply I got from her.
By the last time I pasted a cute cat video for her farewel gift.
Yeah, really friendly woman she is.

A friendly woman somehow banned me from where I've never been

When I was banned from all the JOC related channels, I found she was ill speaking of me with her henchmen, on her Blogger page.
And I found myself banned from her Blogger page even I never posted there.
I am very sure I did nothing hostile to her by then.
Yeah, really friendly woman.

She ignored my proposal to have a talk

Later I thought I need to have a talk with her, so to make sure why she's hostile to me when I did nothing such to her.
I tagged her for two times and asked to come down to my Tumblr.
No answer was ever coming back.
Yeah, really friendly woman.

She said she blocked me here

A simple Brit man seems to forget, but she said she blocked me at the very early time in this blog.

Still pretending as if nothing happened

She's just ignoring me as if nothing happened.

Man in love has no cure

Paul you are blind now, because love takes away all the ability of rational thinking from a man.
My statement is based on the fact, yours is based on nothing, or illusion built in your brain.
You are a very simple man.

A lowbrow dirty old Brit is this much ignorant

You need to apologize

You are NO ONE to preach me Paul.

Broke the promise

You broke your own word to not ban me, started threatening me of ban.
I came here and stay because YOU ENSURED I WILL NEVER MEET WITH DELETION OR BAN because that's what always makes my posting activity difficult.
And what, YOU STARTED THREATENING ME of BANNING, it is YOU WRONGING ME.
Liar.

Who started with me is ER, not myself

Ban me for what violation?
For not getting along with a woman you like.
Wait, it's not me but HER who offended me first and keeps offending me here, is that no problem to you, fine, but still problem to MY DIGNITY.
MY DIGNITY is a feature related to that of ALL MY FELLOW ASIAN PEOPLE coming after me.
Offending me is to offend them all.
Thus I can not let her go away with offending me.
UNDERSTAND?
Thus I have no choice to stop accusing her unless she makes a sincere apology for offending me since the time I did nothing hostile to her.

I am not mattering JOC

I am telling JOC is not my problem, problem is ER getting away with offending me.
You are deliberately switching subject so to protect the woman you love.
Coward guy.
I say, a lowbrow American male individual like JOC is not a problem to me, problem is ER who's about to get away with offending an Asian woman coming all the way, treating me like trash since when I did nothing hostile to her.
UNDERSTAND? YOU DIRTY OLD BRIT MAN?

Brits were complicit of the heinous war crime

And I am nothing to do with war and war crimes of Imperial Japan.
You have no right to make a lecture to me REGARDING SUCH.
And atomic bomb dropping was not to save anyone, but to make sure of US dominance of post war era.
It was a human experiment of a new weapon, and showing off of power, to Russians.
US has committed a war crime and got away with it.
Military operation targeting civilians is a war crime.
Americans are yet to be trialed, but it's still a war crime.
That's why we call Truman a mass murderer.
No one ever forgave them.
And Brits were complicit by then, British government knew and agreed with the war crime operation before that happened.
The hands of the Brits were soaked in blood as well.
That was revealed several years ago.

You are no one to preach me Paul

You have only shallow idea of a victor side of history Paul.
You know nothing really.
You are no one to tell anything to me Paul.

You have to make apology to me, and to the people who should not have been attacked by the illegal military operation targeting civilians.
You did something not allowed, in justifying an illegal military operation right in front of someone Japanese, out of ignorance and western hubris.
You are no one to preach me, really, I have no reason to learn anything from your kind of lowbrow dirty old Brit.

In the cesspool

Anyway, it's over 6 years since I started posting in English and this is the place most corrupt, just like a cesspool of the internet.

Surprisingly, the people who are in the midst of the corrupt pool are, damaged women and a gloomy British man.
This is interesting, it's not an American man who's most damaged and corrupt.

One woman is really damaged for her long involvement with the internet and her personality is almost destroyed.
She acts like a drunk old man but she doesn't drink according to herself.
Despite what a British man says, I think she's bisexual, like she has a thing for me.
Being bisexual is not a problem, problem is her broken personality.
People don't act like she does without influence of alcohol.

Gloomy British man loves nude photo of young women, I don't know if he has some pervert tendency but he prefers an aged woman like he's trying to lure now, most likely over 40.
A damaged American woman who sees herself "girl" is a person very manipulative, who makes a lie like she breathes.
I'm not sure if she's going to change her saddle to one made of Great Britain or not.
American saddle is loosely made and cheap, British saddle is heavy and wet and moldy.
Most likely she keeps all the pawns she has now unless it gets useless.

A bad woman always prevails

Truth be told

Man likes a bad woman, this has no border, totally the same when it is a Japanese man, or American, or Brits.

Men prefer a bad woman

I was much surprised when some Japanese singer, who's much popular and considered to be most handsome, Masaharu Fukuyama, was telling that a woman he wants to be his girlfriend is a woman who's only sweet to him, while being not nice to the other people.
What?
Why comes to that weird preference, I didn't understand at all but later I could.
Because man is born stupid, simple creature like paramecium.

super unpopular among women

ER is disliked by almost every woman and it is her own coming.
ER is liked by almost every man on the other hand.
This is a very woman that Fukuyama was talking about.
And what is funny is that the men who love ER seem to never care about her unpopular singularity she has with women.
Just like Fukuyama told.

Men are not a real problem to me

The men who attack me are no problem because men are simple creatures.
Real problem is a bad woman who's born manipulative, who lets them attack me without being known.
Who keeps pretending "I did nothing wrong" "I never asked" "I am a sorry victim".

Power obsession

I strongly suggested JOC to have a negotiation with Disqus team, by e-mail, then few days later he announced that he leaves Disqus together with ER out of the blue.
I had no idea, because he seemed to consider my suggestion in the mail.
Later I assumed what happened in reality.
I think, she was not happy with a man under her control to listen to some other woman like me.
That can not happen in the world she dominates.
Then she just destroyed the plan.
That's the best answer to me, "I will not let my man move at your direction, not even his finger".

She messed it up

What was needed is to get PRB back, more than anything else and I suggested very detailed plans to get it back, to JOC.
She didn't like it, most likely.
What matters to her is power and dominance, those are the things always she has to maintain and I was considered to be a challenge or interference to her power, who's trying to take her dominance away.

Anyway, I hate JOC and he's not an admirable man but I don't think he's someone truly evil.
Because he's not smart to be truly evil, rather born stupid and simple like all the other men would be.

Real problem was the woman who got him under her control, definitely.
Because JOC is just a fool, even average as an American man.

"I did nothing wrong?"

She says all the bad things are what JOC did, she's nothing to do with them but there's no reason that I buy it.
Likewise I think all the unreasonable treatment I got was lot to do with her.
She banned me from her Blogger page where I never been, why is that?
I've never done anything hostile to her by then.
She may say "it's what JOC did, nothing to do with me".
I don't buy it "rebellious girl", you are the one who was taking leash like you are doing now with all the men around you.
And she was enjoying ill speaking of me with her henchmen, after I was banned from all the JOC related channels.
Including British jerk Paul who said "she was a troublemaker" about me.
Being deleted all my comments on Fluxus and banned from all of JOC channels are, the troubles I made solely by my own, that's how Paul sees it.
Anyway, Brits are born opportunist, I know.

It's very easy to guess that ER told Paul something like "JOC beat me.." or "JOC threw things on me.." or "JOC yelled at me...".
Most likely something like that.
Then a simple Paul made a blog, in interpreting her words optimistic as if told that his turn has come.
"Waiting in the line of green and blue, just to be the next to be with you".
What a fool, but not my concern ahahaha.

Men are sorry creatures simply made

I found out that this is not a channel, so only authority ER maintains is over commentary, not about articles.
She can delete an article of someone else like I can.
But when she did, I'm going to pay back in deleteing hers.

Paul is a coward opportunist Brit who's running away from giving a decent answer to me.
He's a, little dull in his brain function when it comes to ER, I don't know why, because her number is really obvious to me, very childish way to flirt with a man, so as Jake, he believes anything she says but it's not my concern.
I can do the same, but I don't because I'm not a corrupt woman.

When they get a decent woman for each, the women who take care of each of them will tell them, so not to get close to a woman like ER.
Unless then, they are supposed to be a useful pawn of her, but it's not my problem because neither Paul nor Jake is my man.
I don't care what is going to happen to them.
Oh I forgot GAF, anyway, he's a most hard working man, in return of nothing he's just focusing on helping ER by trolling me, very much hard working.
But it's not my concern.
If I will leave for being disgusted of the action of GAF?
Sorry not happen, so there will be no occasion that you can be pat on your head by ER.

To begin with, ER is telling only she's being harassed, she's a most sorry victim of "unreasonable trolling", who believes it?
Unfortunately, there are sorry men who buy whatever she says.

And no one cares the harassing activity I am getting, anyway, because I'm not running amok for it.
I used to, but not anymore.

I just go back to what I'm doing on PRB and just blogging quietly what I need to tell, no easy chat is necessary, I have to talk to the people who can listen.

ER CAN'T mod me

It's not fair while I believed Paul telling this blog is nothing to do with ER and JOC.

ER CAN'T mod me when she has not set it off over her abuse on me.

I came from an island in Asia where no English is usually spoken, I have a peaceful agenda and purpose, and so to make my contribution to be a feature at least for some, I use a foreign language no matter how many times laughed at, no matter trolled, I can not back off for such things as when I do, all the other Asian fellow people who will come after me would be harmed for what I compromised.

I ever had no bad feeling over ER unless JOC deleted all my comments on Fluxus and banned me from all his channels and when she did nothing and when I noticed that SHE banned me from her Blogger page where I've never posted on, when she was calling name on me together with her henchmen.

I thought I need to have a serious talk with her and months ago asking her to come down to my Tumblr so to have a talk, I used mentioning tag for twice and no response ever came from her.

ER was trying to mod here before she got to be a mod, she told me "be nice" or asking Paul to get me removed.
She's totally offending me here like she told she "blocked" me and later made a response to me.
I have no reason to be directed by that despicable woman, after all her ugly nature is known.
She has not set off her shameful demeanor over me and why can she mod me, no way.

I have no problem with her being around but not modding me, she's the last person who should have authority because she can't help abusing power.

Americans are ungrateful

Americans are ungrateful in general.

I sang my favorite songs for Stan, he came back and somehow cast a curse on me.

I did my best for the channel when JOC appointed me a mod of Fluxus, then he somehow got mad at me and sworn at me and deleted all my comments and banned me from all of his channels.

I sent a farewell video to ER's first departure, she banned me from her Blogger page where I never posted on, calling name on me together with her henchmen.

I answered a favor of CU, who asked me to post an OP, when I did it, she banned me in return.

Anyway, western world is messy and especially Americans are never grateful, no common sense can do.
So I will stop cooperating with them, quit giving them anything good because I don't know why, somehow a good will always draws out animosity when it comes to Americans.

It depends

It's very funny seeing westerners mulling over who I am.

Let me tell you, you make a lie, you pretend to be someone you are not, that's why you think I would do the same.
Thing is, not everyone in the world is corrupt like you.
I don't make a lie because it makes things cumbersome, it costs much more than not making a lie.
And my parents taught me not to make a lie, unlike your parents did the otherwise.

I joined English forum since April 2013, since then, learned English mostly from Chinese people.
The person I ever chatted with most many times is, this person.
He's a Chinese American, long living in the US, seems to teach English sometimes, in somewhere east Asia. Anyway, I learned many usages mostly from him.

I interpret English sometimes, not interpret sometimes, it depends.
When someone western I'm dealing with is wicked, there may be few occasions that I can interpret the English he/she speaks.
Vice versa.
This is the only privilege given me, it depends on your attitude if I understand your English or not.
You can do the same when you learned Japanese and come to a Japanese forum, you can or can not interpret what we say as you see fit.

It's not so long ago

Before Meiji era, unless Edo era, there was a legal system called "Adauchi" in Japan.
Written like 仇討ち, read like Adauchi.

It's an overt system to accomplish a vengeance and only someone's family can do that.
When someone was killed by someone else, his family could make a submission to authorities and when they could get a permission, the bereaved family could kill the assailant legally.

So the assailant, who knew that the permission was granted, was going to run, hide, so not to be found.
The family follows, over and over and when they find him, they show out the permission paper, introduce themselves to tell the assailant who they are, and why they need to do adauchi, and then try to kill him.
That's the strict manner for it, should not just assault him and kill him.
The bereaved family was allowed to attack the assailant all by themselves, like multiple members of the family, and the assailant was allowed to fight back, by his own, but no one should help any side of people when the showdown happens.
Sometimes the family failed, sometimes succeeded.

It's not so long ago, only 140 years ago still there was such system.

Heat is critical for life in Japan

So Paul's blog seems to be a big success, except for the annoying warning that required me of one more click.

It's too hot and humid in here as well but we use air condition all through the summer otherwise we may die.
Really.
By each year certain number of people die for heat in Japan.

I heard that in France, people often have no air condition to cool the room because France is cold.
Maybe in Britain as well, I don't know.

Humidity is a common issue in Asia and we are rather less bad in this criteria, like south east Asia is more humid, some girl I used to know went to Bankok or somewhere and she said she just passed out for the heat and humidity when she arrived at the airport.

Korea is said to be colder, its winter seems to be harsh.
They have a special system for warming, called Ondor, I don't know how to spell.

I ever watched some British TV drama where a main character always wears a duffle coat. All season.
Forgot the name.
That's not possible in Japan and we need really many features to get on each season, from what we wear to what makes us not die.
I honestly don't like the weather of my country and I don't need seasonal changes, anyway, people live with it and enjoy.

No worry GAF, there's a place for you to be

I feel same tune from GAF

GAF is a nice person who hates women very much.
His brain size is as much as paramecium but it doesn't matter.
It's his mom who wronged him much and made him a real good misogynist.
I can't help dropping tears in seeing his childhood photo. I have some hunch, if he ever had no experience with woman...anyway, it's not his fault but from what I learned through those sorry Japanese men, he has the same tune or atmosphere they have.

2 dimensional wife

Believe it or not, there are many 30 or 40 cherry boys in nowadays Japan and I actually know at least 2 guys in their mid 40s who have no experience with a woman for sure, not even for once.
It's a long story how we ended up like this, anyway certain of us stopped taking care of men and certain men are with their imaginary wives those 2 dimensional.

Japan is his place to be

Anyway, a man like GAF is not so scarce in Japan and there are ways for a man like GAF to live cheerly.
So I suggest that he better come to Japan and join those of them, no need to hesitate.

We call it Tsundere

A woman who never makes sense

CU is a messy person, doesn't even know how to make a text link.
I was surprised that an adult American woman asked me to tell how to do that.
Anyway, she seems to have a serious problem but it's not my business.

A difficult woman who says she doesn't drink

I found out that she has a thing for me most likely.
I don't know her sexuality and not much curious.
But there was something very weird and concluded that she has something for me.

I answered her favor and

She banned me and later at her new channel, insisted that I should post my OP to tell what I think.
She refused to get me in trusted users list unless I post it.
I couldn't post any comment unless I am a trusted user because I lost all my votes and reputation lowest.
I had no much idea but not anything good that she thought about, but answered her favor and posted an OP.
Then what happened is that when I next time posted on her new channel, she somehow got mad and yelled at Paul something making no sense and banned me again.
Nothing makes sense.

Did I disappear?

Later I looked into what she said, found that she was not happy when I was not being around her.
She said I "disappeared" what does that mean?
I was staying here for some days since gloomy Paul opened a blog and it's quite comfortable here for not being threatened of deletion or banning.
This is my first time posting in not worrying about deletion or banning.
Then I came to CU's, then I found I was off from trusted users list that she promised to get me in when I post an OP.
She broke a promise again so I blamed her about it.
Then she got mad, makes no sense.

We call it Tsundere

Anyway, her kind is what we call "ツンデレ(tsundere)" in Japan.
Who can not show his/her emotion straight, be hard on someone who he/she's actually fond of.
CU could have called me back when she needed me, but she didn't, I don't know why.
However, I'm a straight woman.

I'm a loner, she's not

Anyway how do you like this decoration of my page?
No worry this is nothing to do with the other pages.

Finally I can post my OP here, really glad.
And I like gossip, like all the other woman do.
My guess is, she dumped a man who's no longer useful to her.
Where he's no longer available to offer "protection" or some authority on Disqus neighborhood.
I don't understand that why Disqus neighborhood means a lot to her, anyway, it is to her.

I don't like a woman who acts arrogant over the powerful man's back up.
I'm a loner, and super minority all the time in anywhere I go on the Engish web.
I'm also a super minority on Chinese forum as well, I just jumped into there 6 years ago all by myself alone.
And I knew I can be recognized to be part of east Asian family.

It was so unfair when she ganged up and persecuted me.
Shutting my mouth and slurring me where I couldn't get in.
I was so upset and frustrated.
But she doesn't know what a shame would be, makes sense.
Anyway, independent woman doesn't always need some man to back her up, I'm not sure if I am an independent woman but I certainly have balls and guts than she has, I go to everywhere, where I have no connection, because, I don't want to be seen like a coward woman who always needs man's protection.