Welcome to a new Mod

Toastman has become a Mod on Covert Paul,my First appointment and being a fair person anyone can become a mod on Covert Paul for a large fee.I may be willing to forgo a fee if you have a hot sister or Mom.

It's been a strange day after 100 F the other day,it's now rained for almost 24 hours.

ER has deleted her account,don't know why but I hope she comes back,I know the ER fan club will really miss her.

Well done to the connections of Ocasio Cortez,a nice little winner for me in the 2.15 at Chester.

Matti has been the on prowl causing mischief again,poor little Matti so full of hate,I do feel sorry for people like that,even if they can cause problems,so do your best to stop peoples enjoyment,if that's all you live for.

So that's about it for the time being,over and out.

Americans are ungrateful

Americans are ungrateful in general.

I sang my favorite songs for Stan, he came back and somehow cast a curse on me.

I did my best for the channel when JOC appointed me a mod of Fluxus, then he somehow got mad at me and sworn at me and deleted all my comments and banned me from all of his channels.

I sent a farewell video to ER's first departure, she banned me from her Blogger page where I never posted on, calling name on me together with her henchmen.

I answered a favor of CU, who asked me to post an OP, when I did it, she banned me in return.

Anyway, western world is messy and especially Americans are never grateful, no common sense can do.
So I will stop cooperating with them, quit giving them anything good because I don't know why, somehow a good will always draws out animosity when it comes to Americans.

It depends

It's very funny seeing westerners mulling over who I am.

Let me tell you, you make a lie, you pretend to be someone you are not, that's why you think I would do the same.
Thing is, not everyone in the world is corrupt like you.
I don't make a lie because it makes things cumbersome, it costs much more than not making a lie.
And my parents taught me not to make a lie, unlike your parents did the otherwise.

I joined English forum since April 2013, since then, learned English mostly from Chinese people.
The person I ever chatted with most many times is, this person.
He's a Chinese American, long living in the US, seems to teach English sometimes, in somewhere east Asia. Anyway, I learned many usages mostly from him.

I interpret English sometimes, not interpret sometimes, it depends.
When someone western I'm dealing with is wicked, there may be few occasions that I can interpret the English he/she speaks.
Vice versa.
This is the only privilege given me, it depends on your attitude if I understand your English or not.
You can do the same when you learned Japanese and come to a Japanese forum, you can or can not interpret what we say as you see fit.

HAPPY HOUR

Because disqus is such a fun place and everyone gets on so well ,I thought it would be nice to post a fun thread.

Only joking,but here's some jokes anyway.

Is everybody happy!

It's not so long ago

Before Meiji era, unless Edo era, there was a legal system called "Adauchi" in Japan.
Written like 仇討ち, read like Adauchi.

It's an overt system to accomplish a vengeance and only someone's family can do that.
When someone was killed by someone else, his family could make a submission to authorities and when they could get a permission, the bereaved family could kill the assailant legally.

So the assailant, who knew that the permission was granted, was going to run, hide, so not to be found.
The family follows, over and over and when they find him, they show out the permission paper, introduce themselves to tell the assailant who they are, and why they need to do adauchi, and then try to kill him.
That's the strict manner for it, should not just assault him and kill him.
The bereaved family was allowed to attack the assailant all by themselves, like multiple members of the family, and the assailant was allowed to fight back, by his own, but no one should help any side of people when the showdown happens.
Sometimes the family failed, sometimes succeeded.

It's not so long ago, only 140 years ago still there was such system.

Heat is critical for life in Japan

So Paul's blog seems to be a big success, except for the annoying warning that required me of one more click.

It's too hot and humid in here as well but we use air condition all through the summer otherwise we may die.
Really.
By each year certain number of people die for heat in Japan.

I heard that in France, people often have no air condition to cool the room because France is cold.
Maybe in Britain as well, I don't know.

Humidity is a common issue in Asia and we are rather less bad in this criteria, like south east Asia is more humid, some girl I used to know went to Bankok or somewhere and she said she just passed out for the heat and humidity when she arrived at the airport.

Korea is said to be colder, its winter seems to be harsh.
They have a special system for warming, called Ondor, I don't know how to spell.

I ever watched some British TV drama where a main character always wears a duffle coat. All season.
Forgot the name.
That's not possible in Japan and we need really many features to get on each season, from what we wear to what makes us not die.
I honestly don't like the weather of my country and I don't need seasonal changes, anyway, people live with it and enjoy.

I'm Bored

So today in London it was around 100 F. I had some plans to do a few things,but in the end I just sat in doors most of the day,apart from taking the dogs out for a short walk,too hot to go up the park.
I live near London's biggest open air swimming pool Tooting Bec Lido.

Built in 1906,the same year my Grandfather was born.The other day I went past there and the queue was massive for people waiting to get in,I can only guess what it was like today.
I did manage to cut my finger opening a tin of corned beef for the dogs and then I decided to cook dinner and I couldn't decide what to have,so on the hottest day of the year I decided to have roast beef and roast potato's,which I enjoyed but it meant having the oven on for a couple of hours,is that mad or what?
The weather should cool down a bit tomorrow about 27 C,but we're expecting thunderstorms,the humidity was really bad today as well.
The disqus channel system seems really quiet again and as I flicked through some channels,I'm still noticing people having problems with disqus,as I'm still having on and off.
So that was my exciting day,tomorrow I better do some shopping.

No worry GAF, there's a place for you to be

I feel same tune from GAF

GAF is a nice person who hates women very much.
His brain size is as much as paramecium but it doesn't matter.
It's his mom who wronged him much and made him a real good misogynist.
I can't help dropping tears in seeing his childhood photo. I have some hunch, if he ever had no experience with woman...anyway, it's not his fault but from what I learned through those sorry Japanese men, he has the same tune or atmosphere they have.

2 dimensional wife

Believe it or not, there are many 30 or 40 cherry boys in nowadays Japan and I actually know at least 2 guys in their mid 40s who have no experience with a woman for sure, not even for once.
It's a long story how we ended up like this, anyway certain of us stopped taking care of men and certain men are with their imaginary wives those 2 dimensional.

Japan is his place to be

Anyway, a man like GAF is not so scarce in Japan and there are ways for a man like GAF to live cheerly.
So I suggest that he better come to Japan and join those of them, no need to hesitate.

We call it Tsundere

A woman who never makes sense

CU is a messy person, doesn't even know how to make a text link.
I was surprised that an adult American woman asked me to tell how to do that.
Anyway, she seems to have a serious problem but it's not my business.

A difficult woman who says she doesn't drink

I found out that she has a thing for me most likely.
I don't know her sexuality and not much curious.
But there was something very weird and concluded that she has something for me.

I answered her favor and

She banned me and later at her new channel, insisted that I should post my OP to tell what I think.
She refused to get me in trusted users list unless I post it.
I couldn't post any comment unless I am a trusted user because I lost all my votes and reputation lowest.
I had no much idea but not anything good that she thought about, but answered her favor and posted an OP.
Then what happened is that when I next time posted on her new channel, she somehow got mad and yelled at Paul something making no sense and banned me again.
Nothing makes sense.

Did I disappear?

Later I looked into what she said, found that she was not happy when I was not being around her.
She said I "disappeared" what does that mean?
I was staying here for some days since gloomy Paul opened a blog and it's quite comfortable here for not being threatened of deletion or banning.
This is my first time posting in not worrying about deletion or banning.
Then I came to CU's, then I found I was off from trusted users list that she promised to get me in when I post an OP.
She broke a promise again so I blamed her about it.
Then she got mad, makes no sense.

We call it Tsundere

Anyway, her kind is what we call "ツンデレ(tsundere)" in Japan.
Who can not show his/her emotion straight, be hard on someone who he/she's actually fond of.
CU could have called me back when she needed me, but she didn't, I don't know why.
However, I'm a straight woman.

Remember when Disqus used to be fun?

I do. Back in the "good old days" of Disqus eons ago it was fun to post and meet new people. Now it seems to be a never-ending plethora of ongoing feuds and fights. 

One of the first places I posted at Disqus was a place called All-len-All and I hung out at Nick's Rec Room. It was fun because I met lots of people with different interests from all over the world. I slowly ventured out into the Disqus world and came across haters and stalkers. This made Disqus suck and it was no longer fun. Recently I deleted my account and planned on never coming back. But I did come back and tried to only post a few places and only to have fun. Over the years on Disqus, I've met people from all over the world and for the most part, it has been good. On the downside the doxing, stalking, and harassment I have faced hasn't been good. At times I have felt physically ill from it. Life is too short to focus on the hate that's out there, and I would rather focus on the good things in life and on Disqus. 

I came back to Disqus because I missed talking to my Disqus friends and wanted to have fun again on Disqus, although I'm not sure that is possible. 

Can we set aside the feuds and the hate for a while and get back to having fun? Is it possible or has too much been said and done? 

I know people aren't on Disqus all of the time? What do you do for fun? What are your hobbies or joys in life? Most of you know I love gardening and it brings me joy. I'm an amateur permaculturalist and that gives me joy and peace. In the summer I grow dill and parsley for Black Swallowtail caterpillars. Butterflies and bees need all the help they can get to survive and it makes me happy that I can provide a small space for them. I saw my first Black Swallowtail butterfly of the year today and wondered if it started its life in my yard. The dill plants in my garden are filled with hungry caterpillars and I hope they all make it to be beautiful butterflies. 

This is a hungry caterpillar in my garden. I could watch them all day. What do you think about the current state of Disqus? What do you do for fun? What makes your life joyous or happy? 

I'm a loner, she's not

Anyway how do you like this decoration of my page?
No worry this is nothing to do with the other pages.

Finally I can post my OP here, really glad.
And I like gossip, like all the other woman do.
My guess is, she dumped a man who's no longer useful to her.
Where he's no longer available to offer "protection" or some authority on Disqus neighborhood.
I don't understand that why Disqus neighborhood means a lot to her, anyway, it is to her.

I don't like a woman who acts arrogant over the powerful man's back up.
I'm a loner, and super minority all the time in anywhere I go on the Engish web.
I'm also a super minority on Chinese forum as well, I just jumped into there 6 years ago all by myself alone.
And I knew I can be recognized to be part of east Asian family.

It was so unfair when she ganged up and persecuted me.
Shutting my mouth and slurring me where I couldn't get in.
I was so upset and frustrated.
But she doesn't know what a shame would be, makes sense.
Anyway, independent woman doesn't always need some man to back her up, I'm not sure if I am an independent woman but I certainly have balls and guts than she has, I go to everywhere, where I have no connection, because, I don't want to be seen like a coward woman who always needs man's protection.